WHY?

WHY? Why must this happen? This is so stressful... My heart keeps aching thinking about you everyday... i enter a world, a beautiful wonderful world where there we are, together, spending our life together, travelling the world and experiencing everything together, laughing and hugging each other, kissing you on your snow-white cotton-soft cheeks till you blush, and then touching the tip of your nose with my finger :)... , laying on a large grassy field painted colourfully with the sweetest smelling flowers, and then run my fingers through your silky soft dark hazel hair, gazing into your beautiful eyes while putting a flower in the corner of your ear and then kissing you, giving each other love and care for our lifetime. But what has come? I thought it would be possible till something unexpected came to my notice... I don't have the ability to stop it, and I don't even want to for it is better for you to be moving to Perth :)... I will try to meet you again once you've moved because even the sweetest dreams I've had about you, isn't enough to keep me from chasing you, wanting to do something so dangerous and risky, but at the same time, something so romantic and honest... The only time that I had almost done that was when I was forced to confess to you when I thought you were already taken, when the thought that you were into someone else stabbed me in the heart with a knife slowly and painfully finally made me had the guts to confront you, my darling. In the end, it was actually just a BIG FAT LIE... I got so angry and frustrated at the thought of the BIG FAT LIE that I stupidly believed in... that I finally confronted you but... when I saw you walking, ready to confront you, my RAGING BLEEDING HEART actually melted and was once again, filled with love and passion... You, my darling, melted my heart just by looking at you, looking at an angel, so beautiful and kind, caring and intelligent. Actually, my confession wasn't done... and had a slip of the tongue... When you asked me "Why do you like me so much?", I answered "Because you're the best!", I actually meant to say "Because C H K Y, you are the only angel in the universe that my heart has given it's key to. You, C H K Y, are the only person in the whole universe i will fall sincerely and deeply in love to." Also, I didn't tell you something I was so afraid to... because, like you've said... We can't decide the future...But actually the future lies in our hands... I don't know if we could be together in the future and I do not want to blur the path of your life with my words... And what I was so afraid to tell you was that... C H K Y, I love you so much with all my life,  at the bottom and the top of my heart :)... I wish we could do so many things together and laugh at each others' silly mistakes :D haha... Like that time when I was forced to consume a piece of raw cucumber -_-... Well, I'm also so afraid that... You would find someone to be together with you in your life for real this time, when you are in Perth... The thought of that keeps me worried... Well... it's your beautiful life's journey which is beyond my control, darling. All I can hope, wish and dream for is to be with you forever in the future and have a happily ever after together, like in the story, 'The Beauty and The Beast'. I love you, Charmaine.

Saw a white Nissan Skyline GT-R 34 at the Tun Hussein Onn Toll.

Dinner at Susans Bistro. Sister belanja :D

Actually it was meant for my sister to belanja but then my dad paid RM115 and the rest my sis paid =P. Here are some pics. Total bill = RM 215.++

Garlic Cheese Escargot I think. The snail is black coloured... eww but they say nice. I nver eat

My main course. Mmmmm Pan-Grilled Norwegian Salmon. RM35.90 :D

OOOOOOOOOOOOO FOOOOOODS

Lim Wai Kheng and Lim Wai Yin. My sisters. Lim Wai Shen not inside though..

Don't forget your one in a million billion trillion quintillion

Everyday, I stay on my computer waiting for a sign..... a sign to show your online too.... Doesn't matter how long or when, I will always be waiting for you. But..... I don't seem the see any of these signs.... Sometimes I do and I say hi to you but...... I have no reply.... What's wrong? =(  Im sorry for all the wrong things I've done.... I didn't mean to...... =/ But you will FOREVER be in my HEART. =)

Hehehe... 8D

Hahaha I'm a guy who is attracted to cute girls =).... Girls with ponytail hair haha.... BUT..... I AM ALSO A STRONG GUY WHO WILL KEEP HEART FOR ONLY ONE GIRL.... NO WAY OTHER GIRLS CAN EVEN GET A CHANCE TO SEE MY HEART...... There is one girl that I like/love :) T_T... please dont break my heart ._.

I have a very low chance....... Will I still have my life?

This girl I like very much ( should be love but.... we are'nt couples )... I heard she is'nt the couple type and is taught.... Well....... to me.... the only right time is when we have finished SPM, University or when we start working.. But by that time, she might have found a lover.... and I have a very low chance that she will accept me........ =/ I will wait the matter how long..... If it isn't her, that its nobody. I don't have any mood for other girls. To me she is everything. BTW, gwana -_____- I WILL NEVER FORGET HER....

To Gwana. Important

Hey.... Looks like ur close friend to Alex and Me already =) good. Let it stay that way... What I mean is that I think Alex is trying to KOW you and that im worried for you. Trust me.... Alex isn't the kind of guy he appears to be...... TO MANY GIRLS * he is charming, handsome and funny * ( true ) but sorry to say this..... he is a playboy, show off and dump girls after getting them. He has alot of tricks under his sleeve gwana.... Careful. Don't want your heart to be broken although mine will be =/. ANYWAYS HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE